Choices Galore & Genie-in-Training?

Meditation Day 3 - Infinite Options

So many wants and needs bounced around my head. Remembering. Learning what I am. Did I really go out into the universe and can I do it again? What actually is the glowing liquid and how does it relate to me? Can I go anywhere and create anything? How? What was up with that black cord, what it for real? Why did that fish bug me? I could barely start, there were so many options.

I definitely need to experience my cozy space again and head to my fountain area. From there, I decided to gain a better understanding of the glowing liquid by continuing to interact with it. It called to me, I could barely stop thinking about it and kind of felt like it was me.

Does that make any sense? It seemed that it should be part of my makeup, but it was out there, separate. Somehow, I needed to blend? combine? with it. I'd never heard of such and thing and didn't know if I was being ridiculous, but I just didn't care. It's my mind, my glowing liquid and my own time, so there.

My Cozy Space was as I had left it, crackling fire, plant, bowl of water. I solidified myself, looked and moved around as before, connecting with each element of my space. The daybed is in the middle of the room and the other side of the space was empty. I might put something there, but not sure what I want.

I exited as before, closing and sealing my door. Did I mention before that when I seal it, it makes a cool glowing outline all around the door? Now you know.

Black cord in same spot, with glowing cap - check!

After a few flips and handsprings and general cavorting, I floated all around the fountain, seeing it from all angles, including the top. NGL, that was actually kind of challenging and took some focus, especially keeping the cord and door "in the picture", so to speak.

I landed on the fountain's edge and stepped into the liquid. Again, I saw my feet and wiggled my toes. BUT. If the liquid was flowing in me or part of me, shouldn't I blend in and merge with it? And, if so, should I be able to see my feet through the liquid?

Concentrating, I made each foot, then each leg into the glowing, swirling liquid, finally up to my waist. Focusing on all that losing its 2 leg shape, I merged my legs so that from the waist down, I was just glowing light. Looking down at myself, I wondered, is this where the vision of "genies" came from? Were people once able to do this and manifest desires into reality with their thoughts?

I did the same with my arms and even my torso, but making my head into glowing liquid was a challenge. Not sure I really pulled it off, it was weird. Why, you ask? Well, when you turn your head in glowing liquid, interestingly, it really affects your vision and perception. Sadly, at the time I didn't think to make a mirror so that I could see myself and all my focus was going into being a glowing being and looking around.

All that being said, this is an exercise I plan to do regularly, so that I can achieve that form quickly and easily. I'd also like to just be a glowing spark of light.

I felt drawn back, and so wrapped things up. Again, about an hour had passed.